Friday, January 09, 2009

Memento Mori...

It might seem morbid, but I've delved into some research to help cope with the recent events.  While the desire to languish is strong, I find that work, especially all-consuming work, is the best remedy for grief.  The act of doing something and hopefully inspiring others to do something is a powerful medicine.  I've composed a shopping guide of different skull themed beads and pendants.

(Please note that not all of the artisan made goods are sold individually as components, but as completed finished jewelry pieces.)


All of the above glazed ceramic pendants are made by Melanie Brooks Lukacs of Earthenwood Studio.  They belong to her Spooky Head series.



All of the above pieces were made by Michael Craig, the self-proclaimed, "Flaming Fool."  Check out his WEBSITE.  You can find more of his work on Etsy, under the seller name, flamingfool.  A) Flower skull 7.  B) Skull 5.  C) Encased skull 27.  D) Flower skull 12. E) Encased skull 28.

A) Painted polymer memento mori skull bead set by Etsy seller, hibernacular.  B) Polymer girly skull by Jackie of Beary Sweet Beads.  Check out her BLOG.  C)  Black resin skull charm by Fredric Hamby.  D) Lot of 15 Jolly Roger Bright skull charms by Etsy seller, Scissorshappy.  E) Bisque Glazed Porcelain bead by Joan Miller.

A) Felted, embroidered and beaded sugar skull brooch by Etsy seller, ladybug9753.  B) Lead-free pewter Smiling Skull by Green Girl Studios.  C) Bisque glazed porcelain by Joan Miller.  D) Skeleton key charm from Etsy seller, doubleangeldesign.  E)  Pirate poison lampwork aromatherapy vessel in Ivory by Etsy seller, flamekeeper.  Check out her BLOG.


A) Fine silver "skully" charm by Melissa J. Lee.  B) Day of the Dead Calavera resin pendant by Etsy seller, UrbanBead.  C) Pirate skull bisque glazed porcelain by Joan Miller.  D) Altered Scrabbled tile pendant by Etsy seller, theinkling.  Check out her BLOG.  E) Carved bone Tango skull with rose from Etsy seller, supplystudio504.


A) Miguel de Cervantes Sterling silver Flower Skull bead by Anne Choi.  The sides read, "Until death, it is all life."  B)  Black resin skull by Etsy seller, brownbagstudio.  C)  Polymer Day of the Dead sugar skulls by Laura of Zoeowyn.  Check out her BLOG.  D) Fine silver "skully" coin by Melissa J. Lee.  E)  Felted Skull Hair Accessories from Etsy seller, geckoartist.

I originally met the lovely folks at Anima Designs at a Bead Mercantile Show in Pittsburgh many years ago and again was neighbors with them in Tucson a few years back.  I love their stuff!  They've got such a great assortment of fun and funky vintage finds.  They've got an entire section on skull beads.  The ones below are examples of some of the awesome skull beads they've got to offer.
A) Carved pale green jade skulls.  B) Large ceramic raku skull beads.  C) Carved bone bead.  D) Resin skull beads. E)  Carved yellow jade skull. F) Unglazed porcelain skull beads.

Illustration Friday: Contained...

This week's Illustration Friday prompt is "contained."  Last week, I was resolved to become more involved in posting on Illustration Friday again.  Unfortunately, I won't have time enough to make a new piece this week.  So, I dug up another older submission for Illustration Friday from about two years ago that fits this theme and goes along with some of my other posts on my blog right now.  This was one of my large-scale collages that measured 3.5' X 4'.

Calavera...

Calavera is the Spanish word for "skull".  During the festivities of the Dead of the Dead it is common to see calaveras de azĂșcar, which means, "sugar skulls."  Often brightly colored and highly decorated, they are left on altars and shrines as offerings to the dead or given as gifts as a sweet treat.  They are meant to be symbols of mortality and as one of my Mexican friends said, "reminders to live for the day."

Mictlantechuatl...

The image to the left is a photograph of a carving of the Aztec goddess, Mictlantecihuatl.  (A mouthful, no?)  She was known as the Queen of Mictlan and wife of Mictlantecuhtli, the god of the dead.  Her role in, Mictlan, the Aztec underworld, was to preside over the dead with her husband and keep watch over the departed's bones.  Worship of her has been transmuted over time and evolved into the rites and celebrations of the Day of the Dead or Dia De Los Muertos, which she oversees in her later (and more Catholic) incarnation of Santa Muerte or Saint Death.

Vanitas Paintings...

During the 16th and 17th century, many artists in the Netherlands and Northern Europe created still-lives rendered in oil of very opulent and rich table settings.  These paintings displayed wealth and power.  As a reaction and an injection of a bit of humility, vanitas paintings arose.  The word, "vanitas" is Latin for "vanity" and refers back to a passage in Revelations in the Bible, which reads, "vanity of vanities – all is vanity."  It basically means that people hold too firmly to the pleasures in life when we are all doomed to die.  So, in vanitas paintings, you'll see a decadent spread, but also  the incorporation of hour glasses, candles, and skulls – all symbols of our mortality.

Above Left: "Vanitas Still Life with Bouquet and a Skull" done in by 1643 by Adriaen van Urrecht in oil paint.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

The Fortune Cookie...

It rained all yesterday and the gloomy skies seemed to be the precursor to the news I just found out.  My grandmother has fallen ill and was entered into a hospice.  


I'll be going down to Asheville shortly to be with my family and then make the trek out to Missouri to see her.

A little over a week ago, I was sitting in a greasy Chinese take-out place in my neighborhood.  I was fiddling with the plastic spork and napkin sealed in cellophane, arranging the pouch on my blue tray, pretending that the tray was clean and hoping that the food would be good.  After making my way through a lackluster pile of sesame chicken and rice, I cleared my table and proceeded to take my leave.  The woman behind the counter shouted after me, "Hey, you want cookie?"  She slipped a fortune cookie under the plate-glass window separating the two of us and smiled.

Cracking stiffly in my palm, I gobbled up the semi-stale cookie and retrieved the cryptic message from a small pile of crumbs.  It read: "The beginning is filled with many ends."

At the time, it seemed a forgettable experience.  Nothing seemed amiss.  Now, I can't help but think back on it.  Now, looking back on it, the fortune cookie seemed an ominous foretelling.   Had I the skill, I would have been able to read between the lines.  That the beginning of this year would be an education in loss, schooled in sudden tragedy and slow debilitating illness.  I would learn the different incarnations of many ends.  

I feel the dark waters swirling up around me, making my movements slow and sluggish.  I struggle against the rushing tide, the brackish waters intent on pulling me under.  I struggle and grow increasingly tired.  Very tired.  If only I could just rest for awhile, but I know that if I do, I'll be swept up and away and who knows when I'll return?  Who knows when the dark waters will subside?  For now, I stand frozen, numb, and chilled by the flowing currents.  Tired, but still standing.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Illustration Friday: Resolve...

"Her resolve was as firm and steely as her sharpened blade."

I wanted to get back in the habit of participating in Illustration Friday.  It's been a while since I've last posted anything for the weekly challenge.  So, I thought I'd bring back my most popular Illustration Friday piece done some months ago for the topic, "Green".  I think that it still applies to this week's prompt, "Resolve". 

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

A Great and Terrible Beauty...

So, I've been a bit of a gray cloud lately - more like a fog, laying low and heavy.  It's been near impossible to get motivated and moving again.  Even the smallest of tasks have been taxing and leave me just exhausted when finished.  

I was laying in bed.  My body was tired of being tired and my mind was buzzing.  I began to examine the room around me, seeing perhaps for the first time the mountains of laundry and bedside table littered with half-drunk glasses of water, old receipts, and tubes of barely used ChapStick.  Next to the bed was a pile of books intended to be read.  My eyes inched along, spine by spine, over the titles and decidedly landed upon a book by a former regular of mine from the restaurant.  I think it's fair to say that I saw Libba Bray, (with the exception of book tours, holidays, and my various relocations on my part) nearly every business day (and sometimes weekends too) for years.  I had promised to read A Great and Terrible Beauty, but loads of laundry and household chores had always won out.  Not today.  I was in need of an escape from my fog.

Leaving my fog behind, I found myself in the fog-laden grounds of Spence (an all-girls bordering school) in the Victorian world of Gemma Doyle.  Libba Bray has cleverly crafted the entertaining musings and trials of Gemma, dealing with an inheritance of much mystery and magic after tragedy strikes home.  A Great and Terrible Beauty is utterly compelling and captivating, vacillating between the struggles of young womanhood in a constricting society, the harsh cliques of nobility and money, and a mysterious legacy revealing itself through strange visions, dreams, and otherworldly apparitions.  

I definitely recommend this book!  While you're at it, check out Libba's blog by CLICKING HERE.  She's utterly hilarious and very witty.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Another Rider...

This morning, I was headed to the post office along my usual route.  That's when I saw up ahead another Ghost Bike.  This one belonged to a stranger.  His name was Pedro Fernandez-Pacheco.  He died the day before Amelia.  It's strange how, miles and seemingly worlds away, only a block from my home, there is another reminder, another connection.  It's not easy to make me cry, but I could feel the tears well up in my eyes, making them sting and burn in the early morning light.

Postcards from the Edge...

A Benefit for Visual AIDS 

Start the New Year off right -- over 1,600 postcards unveiled at Metro Pictures 

January 9-10, 2009 
Hosted by Metro Pictures 
519 West 24th Street, NYC 

The Benefit Sale -- ONE DAY ONLY! 
Saturday, January 10, 11:00 AM - 7:00 PM 
Over 1,600 original postcard-sized works of art. $75 EACH. Buy four, get one free! Works are signed on the back and displayed anonymously. Artists' name revealed only after purchase. First-come, first served. $5 suggested admission. 

The Preview Party 
Friday, January 9, 6:00 - 8:00 PM 
$75 admission* includes one raffle ticket. Additional raffle tickets $20.  Your only chance to get a sneak peek at the entire show! No sales, but one lucky raffle winner selects the first postcard. More prizes: Keith Haring the new 10lb $100 Rizzoli catalog & artist multiples from ARTWARE editions and Tulip Enterprises. Special hosts: The Imperial Court of New York. Plus a silent art auction. Wine courtesy of Wine & Spirits Magazine. *Participating artists attend free. 

2009 participating artists include: Vito AcconciIda Applebroog, David Armstrong, John Baldessari, Barton Lidice Benes, Nayland Blake, Ross Bleckner, Patty Chang, Marcel Dzama, Tony Feher, Adam Fuss, Ann HamiltonJane Hammond, Mary Heilmann, Arturo Herrera, Alfredo JaarEmily JacirJeff KoonsLouise LawlerGlenn LigonKalup LinzyRobert Longo, McDermott & McGoughBarry McGeeJulie Mehretu, Marilyn Minter, Yoko OnoCatherine OpiePaul PfeifferJack Pierson, Paul Mpagi Sepuya, Joel Shapiro, Kate Shepherd, Cindy Sherman, Gabriel J. Shuldiner, Kiki Smith, Annie Sprinkle, Rirkrit, Tiravanija, Kara Walker, John Waters, Carrie Mae WeemsWilliam WegmanLawrence Weiner, T.J. Wilcox, Fred Wilson, and so many MORE! 

Saturday, January 03, 2009

Filipino Mothering Complex...

Whenever someone comes to visit, I love to pull out all of the stops and make at least one phenomenal spread they won't soon forget!  I think it's part of a condition I have called, Filipino Mothering Complex.  Firstly, one must make abundances of food and proceed by force-feeding their guests.  "Eat!  Eat!  You're too skinny!"  Or, "You look hungry!  Eat!  Eat!"  As a host, one must always dip one to two more scoops of food than the guest actually wants.  So, when they say, "OH!  That's enough!"  That's the signal to quickly dip one to two more scoops.  This must be carefully gaged so as to not waste any food.  

Bonus points are earned by making the area as warm and cozy as possible.  I like to jazz up my space with lots of candles.

Another symptom of Filipino Mothering Complex is insulting the above spread in some way after everything is served out.  "This is not as good as I usually make it."  Or, "I hope you don't mind that this isn't fancy; it's just simple food.  Nothing special."  Or, "I thought this would be better."  (It is encouraged that the guest then praise the virtues of the above dishes and atmosphere, but not too much so to sound disingenuous.)  It's not so much fishing for compliments as it is fulfilling some strange customary tradition engrained in my blood.

Hayden had mentioned that she had wanted spaghetti and meatballs.  So, I decided to whip some up.  While I was making the meatballs, I was reminded of the children's book, "Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs" by Judi Barrett and illustrated by Ron Barrett.

To go with the meatballs and pasta, I made a hearty chicken and mushroom with barley soup.

Above and to the left is a shot of the spread.  Also pictured is some of the leftover blood orange and cara cara sangria.  I used white wine instead of red for a variation of the regular recipe.  When I was making the meatballs, I wanted a lot more than normal.  I usually feel that people skimp on the meatballs in pasta.  I usually end up sitting there poking at noodles, craving another tasty meatball bite.  So, for my recipe, I increased the ratio.

In addition to the soup and pasta, I served up three cheeses (a Spanish's milk cheese that's been soaked in wine called Drunken Goat, garlic and fine herbs Boursin, and a semi-soft Port Salut), a beautiful thick crusty focccia, and crostini.  The cheese knife that Beki sent has made quick and easy work of slicing up the cheese.

Beaded Links...

About.com Jewelry Making
Tammy Takes a look in her jewelry box and picks out her top 10 jewelry projects for 2008.

ABS Editor, Cindy Gimbrone, shares her favorite post from 2008, Junk Envy!

Carmi makes some felt bundles for rings!

Cyndi is wondering what the best advice you ever received is.

When beadist Kim Miles comes up with some new ideas, they are always fantastic!  Check these out!

Inspired by Edgar Allan Poe's famous poem, The Raven, Andrew creates a shopping guide to raven and crow-themed beads and pendants.

Bergdorf Goodman Holiday Windows...

As I mentioned earlier, after Hayden and I went to the MoMA, we stopped in front of Bergdorf Goodman to take a couple shots of their amazing holiday windows.  I've uploaded them to Flickr.  CLICK HERE to go to the photo set.  CLICK HERE to go to the Bergdorf Goodman site to find out more about the windows.

Friday Night...

Hayden is still here and it has been great to have her over.  We get so caught up in talking and catching up, that it is often times hard to get out of the house.  We finally pried ourselves away and made our way out to MoMA (Museum of Modern Art) for the free Friday nights.  It was BUSY!  The photo to the left looks like a scene out of Caligula, but is actually a video projection installation piece by Pipilotti Rist.  Learn more about her really ground-breaking work by CLICKING HERE.

The MoMA was not just packed with people, but several really great shows.  Everything from Van Gogh to Jasper Johns, Marlene Dumas to an investigation of music in art, Sol LeWitt to a cross-section of contemporary art being made in the last four decades.  It was funny, because I was giving Hayden some background information about the work I was familiar with like a docent and caught a couple of people tagging along at various points trying to overhear what I was saying.

When we finished up at the MoMA, we walked around Fifth Avenue, making a stop in front of some of the windows there, like the Bergdorf Goodman ones.  Hayden even got her very first authentic New York Hot Dog.  The picture to the left is probably my favorite of the evening.  Then we made an excursion into Central Park.  Although it was at night, it was perfectly safe – very cold, but very safe.  

While we were in Central Park, I showed her some of favorite parts of park, like the Bethesda pavilion, Belvedere Castle, Bow Bridge, and The Mall.  We then walked over to the Museum of Natural History, where we took the train and I snapped this picture while we were in the subway.  When we got back to the apartment, we relaxed with some blood orange and cara cara orange sangria and delivery from Sunset Bagels.

Another Back Alley Dawn...

I am sure that some of you out in Blog World are getting tired of my back alley shots of the sun rise, but I find them to be supremely recharging and revitalizing.  This daily display is one that I look forward to.  I only wish that the camera could capture just how intense the sunrises have been.  Unfortunately the pictures never do the actual thing justice.

Friday, January 02, 2009

Remembering The Raven Queen...

Speaking of ravens, remember The Raven Queen?  I originally wrote about the necklace design HERE.  It received a sex change when it was later published in 2007 Summer issue of Stringing Magazine.  I wrote about it again in a post about finding inspiration.  You can go to that post by CLICKING HERE.  Above is a shot of how it originally appeared in the magazine (to the left) and (to the right) is a close-up of the focal.

The Answer...

This past summer, we found what we thought was an egg sac.  We were all puzzled by the mystery of what exactly it was.  I thought that they might be the aquatic wombs of soon to be born Water Babies.  We were all pretty mystified.  Luckily a blog reader named Autumn, pointed me to Robyn Rhudy.  Robyn is an expert on ponds and the subsequent animal life in them.  It is actually a, "they", as it's a colonial animal similar to sponges called moss animals or bryozoans.  CLICK HERE for more information and HERE for even more information.

Quote the Raven...

While I was moving around one of the piles of books and papers in my studio, a book fell out from the stack I was carrying.  Initially I cursed.  But then I saw that it was an edition of Edgar Allan Poe short stories and poems and was happy for the reminder of how much I enjoy his work.  One of my favorite poems has always been, The Raven.  Below are some raven and crow inspired beads and pendants, and complimentary black components.

(Please note that not all of the artisan made goods are sold individually as components, but as completed finished jewelry pieces.)


The above set were all created by the same artist named Mike.  On Etsy, his seller's name is mrd74.  A) A bone resin skull pendant.  B) Bronze cast over black resin.  C) Bronze cast raven skull.  D) Cast bronze distorted Haida pendant.



A) Glass pendant from Etsy seller, Image Under Glass.  B) Altered Scrabbled tile pendant by Maureen of Blue Fingers Studios.  C) Victorian Jet Matte French Nailhead beads, double-holed from Marie of Beadbratz.  D) Carved coconut shell from Etsy seller, Breakeven.  E) Imaged transferred polymer by Etsy seller, Serendipity.

Fusion Beads has a great assortment of black and jet colored components that really compliment raven themed jewelry.  The above selection is just the tip of the iceberg.  There are over 17 pages worth of results for "black" from the search engine and even more for "jet".  A) 6mm Crystalized - Swarovski Elements Jet Hematite Round.  B)  Size 6, Hex Opaque Japanese Black Seed Beads.  C)  Bumpy artisan made lampwork glass rondelle by Bernadette Fuentes.  D)  Sterling silver raven charm.  E)  Funky Black Sassy Silkies Medium Swirl bead.  F)  Mystic Black Swarovski Crystal Pearl.

Humanity Is an Ocean...

"You must not lose faith in humanity.  Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty."

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Hayden's Journey...

My friend, Hayden, is in town from Florida.  I've known her for about a decade now, but haven't gotten a chance to see her very much in the last couple of years.  We made a plan to start the New Year off right by staying better in touch!  Thusly, she came in bright and early today.  To greet her to the Big Apple, I had a hot apple crisp baking away in the oven.  (Truthfully it wasn't all apples – I threw in a couple of pears as well.)
  
Hayden's visit has also prompted the cleaning of my studio.  (It's where she's staying.)  The room is the cleanest it has been in months!  There are only three shoeboxes left to organize.  It amazes me, because I remember when it was STACKED to the ceiling.  I'm probably still in shock from vacuuming in there.  INCREDIBLE!

After we spent several hours catching up over coffee and apple crisp, we decided to head out and take a tour of the neighborhood.  We had inclement weather yesterday.  Which basically means that it snowed and sleeted yesterday.  Today was "fine," or rather, it was "clear".  But it was also 20 degrees out and felt like 13 or 15.  So, what normally is a leisurely stroll about the neighborhood, pointing out little shops, and favorite eateries, turned into a very terse and very brief hustle around Sunset Park.  It basically consisted of, "Oh, here's the best view in all of Brooklyn.  Isn't it pretty?  Oh, it's cold.  It's cold.  Okay, let's go to the train!"

To conclude the Brooklyn tour of the day, William, Hayden, and I headed over to Park Slope.  I love Park Slope!  It's so cute.  All of the little shops, bars, and tea houses make me happy.  Unfortunately, the cold and perhaps the fact that it was a holiday kept most of everything closed and with the metal grates drawn.  Fortunately, our lunch/early dinner destination, The Chipshop, was open.  They serve some of the best and authentic British food in New York.  (Yes, haggis is on the menu.)

We had some yummy fried fish (both cod and haddock) sprinkled with malt vinegar and lemon with tartar sauce on the side, divinely greasy chips (a.k.a. French fries), buttermilk battered chicken fingers, and for dessert a fried Mars bar and a steaming treacle pudding.  Oh, how, I love treacle pudding... let me count the ways.

Hayden will be here for a couple of days.  It'll be nice, because it'll force me to get out of the house and reconnect with all of the things that I love about New York.

A Throughly Modern Bracelet...

Here's another bracelet design with summer in mind.  It's pretty big like the other, but the polymer and wood are almost weightless and it's very comfortable to wear.  This modern beauty is pretty simple, but filled with lots of goodies.  Like the sterling silver clasp from Saki Silver, the polymer bead from Pam Wynn/Heather Wynn, sequins from Gail Crosman Moore (yes, I managed to sneak them in here too!), a wood bead from JM Gems 'n' Things, and white coral and green obsidian from Talisman Associates.

One In Amelia...

Above is a photo of Amelia Geocos and I at our Open Studios in 2007.  We're standing in my old studio in front of some charcoal drawings I did.  She's wearing one of her, "BLING" soft sculptures.  It was a very elaborate necklace made of braided and sewn fabric and various "icy" chains.  


If you are able, please join her friends and family January 4th (this Sunday), to walk or ride in memorial to this great artist who's life was unfortunately cut short and for others who were cyclists and pedestrians killed in New York City. 

I will miss you!  You were, "one in Amelia!"

Two Roads...

"The road that is built in hope is more pleasant to the traveler than the road built in despair, even though they both lead to the same destination."