I went walking again yesterday. I walked until it hurt and then kept walking. I'm sure there's someone out there who knows about podiatry who is shaking their head right now. Still I walked. I walked until the problems I started with dissolved and solutions manifested themselves instead.

My sister, who has gone to meditation retreats around the world, once told me about a thing called a walking meditation. So, in a way, this is similar. But I think that the results I come upon are sometimes effected by the scenery and the things I pass by – everyday symbols hung up around us.

This was not the first dead bird that I saw along my walk. I was surprised that no wild creatures had dragged it off. Its wings and breasts made a heart shape. It lay undisturbed in the gravel and sand – its deathbed.

While I saw birds that had fallen, I also saw a mighty eagle. At least this is what I think it is. It was large, brown, with white tail-feathers, and yellow feet. I also think a yellow beak. I saw this giant bird perched atop a building and then swooping with large wings, alighted atop the telephone pole.

I saw several cacti. I believe that this one is a prickly pear. I'll have to study up on my desert plants, animals, and birds. I am still not familiar with them or their names. How odd that I should feel kindred with the unnamed.

When I finally made it back to the house, the sun had dipped below the horizon and the warmth of the day was replaced by the cool of the night. I had either resolved or forgotten my troubles. My feet and legs ached... but that didn't matter.
It could have been an eagle but looks to me more like a hawk of some sort, based on the shape of the bird. Either way, always a magical sighting!
ReplyDeleteA few years ago I went through a very rough time in my life. That's when I started walking on a regular basis. One day after a rain I went for a walk, still burdend by the ordeal I was trying to work through. There on the road was a shallow pool of rainwater shaped like a heart. I stopped to take it all in, and felt it was put there just for me. For many months, after each rain, I walked just to see that heart-shaped pool. The next summer the heart was gone after the road crew thought they need to grade the road. Until now, I had forgotten about this sweet message of hope and love. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI like to walk to clear my head, especially if I've been arguing with someone... the physical distance from the trouble seems to help form a sort of intellectual/emotional distance, too.
ReplyDeleteThe bird of prey could be a Cooper's Hawk, there's a family of them that nests in Reid Park so they're a pretty common sight on this side of town. Here's a photo of one in my tree:
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=446691617261&set=a.23907232261.30065.617527261
You should take a trip out to the Arizona Sonoran Desert Museum, it's a great way to learn about our flora and fauna!
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ReplyDeleteI walk, and when I walk I think, I pray, I meditate. It does your body and soul good. I am glad your problems melted away and were replaced by aching feet, which can be cured easily.
ReplyDeleteWe discovered that it's a harris hawk!
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